The hardest part about my life right now is that I’m unsure of who is here to stay and how many are waiting to either make a dramatic or graceful exit. Everywhere I look I see something about friends not really being friends just people who have the same thing in common, giving one another devious competition. The scariest thing about the human mind is that you never know what its thinking or where it may wonder off. You never know what another person is capable of. I always find myself loving too hard, or trusting too much. A good heart is supposed to get you a long way, but when others around you have wicked intentions your first idea of how you expected a situation to go can sometimes fall by the wayside. Hopefully I’m not losing anyone, I’m pretty much just typing exactly what I’m thinking and how I’m feeling. But I guess that’s why life is life. You can never really be too certain about anything but your own self, your own actions, and most importantly your own intentions. I guess for now ill just be content with the people that are here, and the people who have never left, my family. And as my surroundings change I have to make sure no matter what I stay the same.