until then.

im not in it to win [it]

unless "it" equals your heart.

im ready to put in that team effort.

im ready to share my life with .ONE. person

im ready to trust, love, and laugh again.

im ready to be IN LOVE.

actual love. not 8 months you're here. .

the next 8 months you're with someone else.

i seem to feel as if im ready for ALL of this but in actuality

if i was really, truly ready. . i'd be in it.

so i sit alone. not disappointed. not sad.

but *patiently* waiting for my time to come.

and until then i work on ME. because when my King arrives,

i want to make sure i'm the Queen he has always dreamed of.