until then.

im not in it to win [it]

unless "it" equals your heart.

im ready to put in that team effort.

im ready to share my life with .ONE. person

im ready to trust, love, and laugh again.

im ready to be IN LOVE.

actual love. not 8 months you're here. .

the next 8 months you're with someone else.

i seem to feel as if im ready for ALL of this but in actuality

if i was really, truly ready. . i'd be in it.

so i sit alone. not disappointed. not sad.

but *patiently* waiting for my time to come.

and until then i work on ME. because when my King arrives,

i want to make sure i'm the Queen he has always dreamed of.

is it real love???

im so glad to see keyshia genuinely happy.... but is it happening too fast???

she's already gotten tatted!!! maybe the rumors abt her

proposing to jeezy were true bc she seems to be a sucker for love..

& i mean that in the nicest way possible. as long as she's

happy & smiling i guess nothing else matters... but maybe miss cole

should take things a little bit slower this time so things wont end so bad.

"NO BOY[FRiEND] iN 09" CAMPAiGN

I've been talking to a few of my female friends, whether it be facebook friends, myspace friends or my bomb.com ladies and it seems they all had something in common. A guy in their life that just doesn't know how to act. it seems as though when you are too nice to them they freak out or they try to play you to the left. the key is to ignore them. if you ignore a dude he'll sit and wonder why you aren't all into him and he'll be on you. weird i know. now im not about guy bashing at all i love my boys. i learn something new everyday being around them. so im thinking about starting a "no boyfriend in 09" campaign. lol. im dedicating my time to myself this year: my likes, my classes, my friends, my family, my $$$[big one], and most importantly MYSELF. friends are welcomed but no title is required nor desired.